Bye World

i'm sorry for anything I did wrong. I just don't know what should I do. i'm losing my grip. everybody left me. no one wanna care about me anymore. I'm always thinking about them but seems like they won't thinking about me. i love them. too much.

when everyone here dumped me and won't me to keep on living. kicked my head like imma shit. whiped me, hitted me, slapped me, threw stone to my head.

but they're always be there everytime I need. I get used to this. I can't live without them. I've never be that open to everyone, but them. i told them everything. e v e r y t h i n g. they were always made me feeling so damn much better. more than all my friends here.

They cheer me up. They made me change my mind everytime I'm thinking about something bad. They made my life so damn much better.

They're the reason for me to keep on livin.

But. . .

now they're gone.

Maybe they're tired to listen about my life.

i have no reason to keep on living anymore then.

 

it's oftenly popped outta my mind before I meet them.
now they're gone.

That bad things popped outta my mind again.


i'm losing my grip...



bye, world